Archive for October 2006
Pointless post.
My last few posts were, admittedly, mindless ramblings that show how self-absorbed I can be at times. But hei, I have nothing smart to say anyways, so, I might as well record all my idiosyncrasies now for my future self. To see how much I’ve changed, obviously. Or to laugh my ass off seeing what an idiot I am now. Whatever. I kinda lose the plot after a bit most of the time because
1) I have short attention span. You go on talking about petty stuff for more than 2 minutes non-stop and I’ll just space out. Damn right I should space out, who would wanna listen to you telling me about what your neighbour’s dog had for breakfast, lunch and dinner? Or how bloody lucky the bloddy dog is to have breakfast, lunch and dinner? Or as you wonder to yourself why the bloody dog is soooo f*cking fat, maybe I should just suddenly snap and punch you right in the face. Damn deserve it you, if you ever tell me about crap like that.
2) My mind is just not capable of thinking after just 2 what-ifs. Like, “What if I had this disorder, this tendency to just embarass myself when I’m with strangers?” “Oh no, I even embarass myself in front of my friends.”"Oh you’re such a burn!” “But sometimes I do burn others for good” “Well then, what if the fella I burnt holds some SERIOUS grudge against me?” “But then…..if that’s the case I would’ve noticed the seething rage and the gritted teeth…..ummm….okay, I’m always so prone to overlook these signs. OR….they are mighty good at hiding those feelings…..and they might take revenge at some other time. Oh I’m so dead…..why do I have to blurt out such insensitive things…..dumbass….But, what if……what if…..”*loses train of thought* “Oh, whatever. Screw them.”
No wonder I phael at chess.
*oh wait*
Now I’ve forgotten what I’ve set out to write about.
Damn.
Oh, whatever.
I’ve only got RM 53 to spend this week. Yes, that’s from Monday to next Sunday. Gonna eat sandwich at least one meal a day la….. sah.
By the way, I’ve just finished my meal at McD’s just now and I came across this self-service laundry place. The rate is like ONLY RM 3 for 6kg or something. I AM SOOOO GOING THERE FOR MY LAUNDRY NEXT WEEK!! Then I can have my meal while waiting for my laundry to be done eh.
Muahahahah!!
Oh yeah, I would never ever buy stuff from bazaar Ramadhan ever again. I did just that last week and guess what I got? I got a freaking diarrhoea*, that’s exactly what I got.*oh, I could never remember how to spell this word*
Yes, I woke up the morning after and had this terrible need to go to the loo. To purge la, what else. Lou sai habis. Then during class. Then later in the afternoon, again. Ugh…. Damn kesian ok.
No matter what they say, it’s not worth it trudging through the throng of hungry ppl and waiting for those damn nice murtabak and ayam bakar spesel just to expel every damn thing out the day after.
I learnt my lesson. Oh yes.
