Huah… hot ler…
The past few days were spent sweating my ass off.
It will only be worse, come January or February. They always say that it’s gonna be freaking hot whenever it’s Chinese New Year. Gahh….
I flipped today, at my mom. I was so scared she’s gonna turn into a monster and swallow me whole. I shouldn’t have said anything, though it seemed right to me at that time. Luckily I hid in the study room until everything cooled off. *phew*
I’m a dumbass, dumb, dumb, dumbass. I just had to keep my mouth shut for a few days, and that I can’t do.
Hmmm….. anyway, I wonder if I’ve gone dumber.
I’ll devise a plan. I’ll study as hard as I can this coming semester and see how far I can go. Serious. My intellectual capability is at stake here. At least if I die, I’ll know that I didn’t invent that engine that operates by feeding it with any junk because I’m just plain dumb.
Big words, there.
And I hope I won’t just wave it off as just another whim during on of those nights when my eyes are too heavy to cram anything else into my head.
And I want to join at least one club to avoid being too bored with the books.
Maybe I want to learn swimming. Because, what if when I get drunk and fall overboard and I can’t even waddle to keep myself afloat while others scream for help?
Just don’t get drunk, you say?
Really? How would you know I wouldn’t be pushed overboard being the victim of some sort of conspiracy next?
Anyway, it’s just quite a bummer that most of my friends know how to swim and I don’t.
