Sunday morning banter
It bothers me very much.
I have nothing to write about.
Telling you how my day went means this is an eat, shit, sleep blog. It was an ordinary day but stuffed with fried cempedak, keropok lekor and Bak Kut Teh, by the way.
Writing about current news would need a lot of researching and reliable sources and might just put my 2 readers to sleep. An MCA youth leader was shot dead, point-blank, while waiting at the traffic light junction, by the way. That’s so mafia, don’t you think? It’s the second of such cases now, maybe we’ll see more of them in the future, because assassins imitate each other too.
Thoughts about our government and racial disunity might just put me to jail. Although I didn’t went as far as to make a rap video to put it on youtube. If only I could come up with witty lyrics, get a copy of Negaraku and avoid humiliating my whole family( the whole Lee clan), I might just consider it. But nah….. it’s too much trouble just to deface the country. You see the point or not? The country didn’t suck, the government did, why did he ruin our National Anthem then? And to those people rooting for him, saying how his song spoke their hearts and all those industrial crap, WHY DIDN’T YOU VOICE IT OUT YOURSELF? ANY title would be nicer than NEGARAKUKU. That’s LAME!LAME!LAME!
I happen to like my National Anthem. It’s what I sang for 13 years of my life (plus kindergarten la) every Monday morning. Most of all, it exists for a reason, to be proud of our own country and remind us that this is where we belong.
Just imagine how many kids would giggle to that piece of crap of a song that Namewee so unabashedly posted on youtube. Count your blessings you’re in Taiwan and that I’m not the Agong. I would have personally ordered the secret service (or the Malaysian equivalent) to go to Taiwan itself and kill you off in your sleep.
I believe also that if you want to be taken seriously, there is a proper channel to do it. And if you want to make a complaint about something, provide an alternative solution. If you don’t have a solution, don’t complain. Though I don’t always provide a solution, but those were just about small matters. Then again, I have seldom been taken seriously.
So, fuck it la… it’s just a misdemeanor to some, but I don’t agree with making light of our national anthem to drive a point through. Maybe they should just revoke his citizenship if he didn’t like this country so much. So that the secret service needn’t have to go to Taiwan and find him.
Hmm… there…. I terpesong di.
Yeah, and if I wanna talk about emo-ing stuff and all…… I dunno, it pains me that I have no life but to write emo posts to draw attention. And I don’t like emo people, therefore I try not to emo. Well at least not to show it.
Hmm… seems like I can only bitch about things then. Well ok, here goes.
We all have survival instinct. I’ll understand if you have certain people that you are just ‘friends’ with. People that you see sometimes and will approach if you need something. But you do reciprocate by doing them favours in turn. You do not know of their personal lives, neither do they know of yours. But I get disappointed when people I thought were close to me didn’t think that I’m good enough to trust or to ask favors from. I would gladly help if you have just asked. There’s no need to be scheming and to plan your words, sweet talk, or put me in a plot. If I hadn’t noticed it by then, I would’ve noticed it sooner or later. That I am just a pawn in your game of chess, the thought of it, is disheartening.
But I guess it’s necessary, for your survival, for your peace of mind.
Just try your best to scheme your way through so that I’ll never realize I’ve been used. It’ll at least put my mind in peace too.
Maybe I should be more scheming.
Arggh… damn sleepy. My ass’ numb from sitting on the chair for too long.
