Not Fun Anymore

I really shouldn’t give a damn about how fucked up some people are. So I’m not gonna.

Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna Not gonna  …give a damn. *lalala di laaaaaaa*

On another note, Mr. Lee hopes that I can get on the Dean’s List. I really hope so too, I really do. Let’s see what miracles last minute studying can do. No, not indifferent about this ok. Life and death matter here.

I know how it sucks to be disappointed. So I don’t want to disappoint, if I can help it.

 Recently found this goodstuff they cook in the foodcourt la. Bihun Pattaya might sound weird, but OMG! How it pwns all other goreng-gorengs. Muahahahhaha

Oh fatty bombom… damn

There was a robbery last Sunday at 2.30 am, in the opposite apartments from the block where I stay. The girl was threatened with a machete (parang) to her neck.

This is the closest ever that I’ve been near a crime in my whole damn 21-yr-life. So much so that I’m actually in not that mopey a mood anymore. Now I just hate the bitches who sit gossiping in that certain guardhouse right now. I suppose it would be easier to rob them if I were the robber, dey… Oh fine, no one deserves to be robbed.

I wish they’d build high-high walls and have bio-metric identification at the gates and front doors. No way, the absent minded students can forget to bring their thumbs huh? Wait, maybe the robbers might just chop random thumbs off then. OMG!! I’m paranoid!!

::shock::shock::

And other times, I think too much.

I wish I could just be dumb, to have no expectations from others, have no dreams, have no wants and no obligations.

Of course, I’m blessed to be actually given a chance to study. Most probably belong to upper-middle class of the working force, a few years after graduation. Earning enough to do whatever I fancy.

Right now, I lack the determination to study. Dangerous times to be occupied by thoughts like these, actually.

I hate that I have to have a carrot dangled in front of me to get me going. Superficial or not, the promise of the trip to Japan actually kinda worked. But this time, there’s nothing at the end of the line except the same old bullshit of “graduate, with good cgpa and get into a good company”.

I want out. The will to fight is not there anymore. But I really wish I still have it.

I don’t give a damn about how much smarter than me you are anymore. Damn.

I wanna be a corporate biatch!!!

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