Not Fun Anymore

Remember once I said I should be more caring towards my friends? That I should show more concern for them and you-know-what-other-things-you-should-do-as-a-friend etc? I’m kinda thinking now that that’s not really feasible in the real life. I have half a mind to abandon mission and just live the way I want right now. It’s tiring, this way. If I really wanna care for that person I guess it wouldn’t be as tiring as this huh?

Because some people are just not worth being nice to. But others, you should hold on tightly, because you will never get another one of those. Like how they say it, they don’t make friends like they used to anymore. I’m sure the previous sentence is more suited to describe cars, but, what the heck.

On another note, did you notice that blogs nowadays are not as emo as before?

Remember fuckstress.blogspot.com? It was good before the owner abandoned ship and let the page turn into a porn site (don’t go there, seriously). Later, I found out that it was Fireangel from fireangelism.com who was behind fuckstress.blogspot.com after all, thought they sounded similar after a while. She’s still good but I prefer the angry her better.

Even Suanie has less to say nowadays and the ever great kennysia is kinda a sell-out now.

I guess nobody can go on ranting fo’ ever.

Sometimes I wonder what am I to others. And even if I’m something, ties can be severed in an instant. But being closed up is not fun at all. Really, maybe I just think too much. Maybe I should just do what I feel like doing and learn my own mistakes.

But it can’t be denied that these problems do get to me sometimes.