Not Fun Anymore

I’m awake at ungodly hours, but that’s nothing new. The problem is with my growling stomach. It’s just not the right time to make any snacks or drinks, it’ll feel weird but probably, I’m just to lazy to get up and do anything. It’s stupid how I do/don’t do things sometimes. I mean, if you’re hungry, just get up and go get some food right? But nooooo… have to think so much and then end up feeling so lazy and just suffer.

Anyways, Christmas night was awesome =D especially the scenes with 3 wise men and later, the blood on the screen.

I was invited to Christmas dinner at my aunt’s place but somehow I don’t feel like going. I feel like maybe I should just go because going back to Sitiawan is such a hassle. But I don’t feel like being nice and chrismas-sy to people right now. And there are the other issues. Hell, I’d rather be at home but … it sucks, My dad won’t be free to pick me up until Thursday. So I’ll have to take a bus up North. And I HATE BUSES!! Inter-city, intra-city, Uniten Buses… all of them… I HATE!!

If you have to know, me driving back alone is cheaper and more convenient than taking a bus. Because:

1. I have to pay taxi to get to KTM station(RM 12), take 2 different trains to plaza rakyat (RM 5++), Take bus (RM 18.90). Total, RM 35.90 plus dunno what bloody junkfood I might stock up for the bus ride and the possibility of getting mugged. Aand please be reminded that I BLOODY HATE TAKING BUSES!!

2. If I took the car, gas for whole trip is only around RM 25 (maybe cheaper cos it’s like RM 1.80/liter now), plus some toll along the way depending on which road I take (at most RM 5.50).

I REALLY DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY I CANNOT DRIVE BACK.

I drove in a fucking heavy rain the last time we went back and I have 1337 driving skills. And I arrived safely even though the visibility is only about 20m.

Omg, I really have nothing to say di and I ‘m so lazy to argue anymore. The thing is, Mr. Lee said it’ll be stupid(not exactly the word he used, but what the heck) to drive down with two cars on Sunday cos there’s a dinner here. I see a point, but nah… I STILL DON’T GET IT

Maybe I should just stay here. And rot stinking high heavens…

RAGE