Not Fun Anymore

This is my last week in Uniten. I don’t think I’m gonna miss it all that much except for the bunch of friends that I’ve gotten close to these past few years. I must admit, for all my selfishness and superiority complex syndrome, they have been very forgiving of me.

Of the university itself, I think it has made me a worse person. I got lazier than ever (is that even possible? tin mou ngan ahhh~~), did more work shoddily and did not improve in my character, well okay maybe a bit. I’ve become more tolerant of incompetence. Highlight of the last sentence –> tolerance. If I was 5 years younger, I would screw the slowpoke bitch behind the counter upside down and inside out if she gave me the run-around. Now, I just thank god that something got done seconds before I keel over and die.

And the fact that I realize I have superiority complex, trust me, I’m not sitting that easy with it too. Like how I recently was misunderstood by some lecturer and got a nice round shitball thrown at me in front of the whole class. I think I have a part in digging the grave I eventually fell into. But I really can’t help it if my face is damn “sui yong” right? But I figured that I can’t change what everybody else thinks of me and there is no need to put effort into pleasing every single tom, dick and harry you meet along the way because sometimes they’re just not worth it. But I got something out of it anyway. Blackmailing my supervisor for an ‘A’ is sure fun. But I guess it’s not needed anyway. I don’t think highly of a degree from UNITEN. (Ohh, that’s where my superi complex went… harhar). Anyway, Kumaran is an uptight shithead. Sorry, have to vent my anger here cos nobody wants to listen to my self-indulgent whining in real life.

And to study for Masters in UNITEN… God, please shine a light as to whether this is the path I should take or not, because I bloody hate this place now. Sometimes, I jeles that some ppl can make good decisions in a short time.